Well, after a couple months of pure frustration, i give up....xanga refuses to let me cancel my account.  This seems rather odd to me...why won't it let me go?  I rarely use it, i have nothing to say when i do use it, just a few quick insights to my day/week/month, but really nothing else.  Of course i did use it to let out pure rage and anger a few times, just because it was easier to pound the keyboard rather than make some poor soul listen to me scream.  Aah *sigh*

The main reason I would like to get rid of it is to save time and my sanity...allow me to explain.  If i said i didn't read what other people wrote i would be lying, of course I do, not because i really give a shit and all, but out of curiosity to see what moron will say something absolutely hilarious w/out meaning to....hahaha i'm laughing aleady.  You see, i look around me and i've realized that the world is full of wanna-be's and phonies and complete stuck-ups, who believe the world orbits around them....it is completely evident in the use of the language and what someone has to say.  I think it's quite hilarious to see people using all of these ridiculously huge words that no one could possibly have thought of w/out a thesaurus handy...and who in their right mind uses these words in a daily conversation?  And who in their right mind writes "Pity me" blogs every other day to get the much wanted COMMENTS: "oh i love you hunny hang in there" "you're the best" "give me a call whenever, you mean so much to me" etc. etc. etc.  wow, try having some real fucking problems.  maybe your school isn't "what you thought it was going to be" or maybe you have a lot of homework, and have to work full time, or don't have any friends because you're still in High School mode.....i guess i do pity them...i feel so sorry that people like that are on this planet wasting valuble oxygen and resources that more worthy people could be using.  *another sigh*

i will try to cancel the account once more to prevent another evil post like this....please cross your fingers w/ me because who knows what could be said next...........aah the power of the written word, i forget who said that, oh well....off the gym.

Currently Listening The Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers see related

So I'm back at school.....meh.  I have successfully unpacked about two thirds of my stuff and now I am sitting and trying to get some energy.  Tough work.  I have too much crap to fit in this small space, especially clothes and I don't know why I say I always need more........but seriously, who doesn't always want new clothes?  I gotta say that this dorm is definetly a few steps up from last year, much cleaner looking.  The whole building is nice actually and more open.  Last year I felt like I was in a prison. 

Tomarrow is going to be a looooong day, job training 9-4, then orientation leader training from 5-? don't know, later most likely.  Booo. 

It was crazy, the first person I saw when I got here was Ms Alix Sophia.  We kinda looked at eachother and paused for a few seconds, then we both screamed and ran at one another.  Of course I remember her saying really loud "SHUTUP!" classic Alix.  I missed you girl! 

Yikes, did it hail anywhere else ??? those suckers were huge, my car better not be dented!!! that would not be good. 

Well, I'm going to go waste more time before I have to get everything else put away! adios.

P.S. I wish Hogwarts was real.

Currently Listening Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children Original Soundtrack see related

What a fun weekend, I mean if you have Jack, Nick, Mike, Ryan M., Kyle, Jeff all together in the same place.....yea, it's bound to be hilarious.  Of course I was the only girl in attendance, but it just felt like any day at the Lenczewski home, except at a tiny cabin on Lake Superior, but still a good time.  It was very nice to have a break from work and get to relax for awhile.  Breaks are good every once in awhile you know?

It's weird to think that summer is almost over.....now that I thought about it and actually looked at a calandar, I noticed that I head back up to St. Bens in less than 3 weeks.  At least I get to go to the state fair the day before I move in.  Too many distractions......I predit a great many trips home for items left by mistake. 

I realized I have an obsession w/ food labels.  I love reading them and looking at the "daily percentages" and looking to see if I am getting all of my iron, or calcium or w/e.  It's just nice to know if what I'm eating is doing me any good at all.  I am trying really hard to stop reading the ones that I know already are really bad, but I can't help it.  Although my mom brought me back two boxes of Fannie May chocolates (the best kind) from Chicago and I just dove right into that box............some stuff is just better unknown and dammit they tasted wonderful after working for 7 hours tonight. 

I really need to rent V is for Vendetta, I have heard nothing but good things about it.  that is all, good night! 

Currently Reading In Cold Blood By Truman Capote see related

So I really love my new job (i might regret saying that since I've only had one day so far) but it's really incredible.  I literally see everything get wheeled right past me in the emergency room, and then file the patient's conditions, history, etc.  and all those great things.  Plus I constantly get to talk to nurses, doctors, and administrators about all the questions that I can think of on the spot.  I can't even begin to say how lucky I am to be able to get so much experience so early.  The more time I spend around current health care workers, the more I know that this is what I want to do w/ my life, and the more knowledge I gain on how to get there.  P.S.  Night shifts really aren't that bad.  I managed to stay wide awake for the entire shift and then some.  Plus I walked outside around 4:45 a.m. and watched a beautiful sunrise then came back inside and read the "Shape" magazine (my bible, it truly is). 

Exciting times lay ahead, I'm dissapointed that I will have to return to school after only a month and a half of work, but then again I'm very excited to go back to school after all to see everyone and jump back into classes.  Seriously, when I think of how many years I'm going to be in school it makes me sick sometimes.  But hey, wouldn't you rather be in school then at work??? I would......what am I gonna do when there's no more school?? what an odd concept. 

anyways.......i think i'm gonna go get some rest and then clean some shit. 

have an awesome day

Currently Listening Cars see related

Is it really that big of a deal that I don't really like the movie "Boondock Saints"????

Good time last night..........I announced that I will come out of my little cacoon more often, maybe...possibly.  Jack comes home today, lame but i'm excited (he kinda grew on me K??)

I'm gonna go eat some bacon. 

Looking forward to this weekend as well.

P.S.  I'm addicted to ebay